Insomnia

I Need Sleep!!!
Let me tell you that the worst thing in the world is INSOMNIA! There is nothing worse in my opinion, its even twice as bad that I have no job and I cant sleep. So I goto interviews feeling like hell, stay at buddies houses(unless its date night, then I'm not allowed over) playing Grand Theft Auto or drinking at bars way too late because I know that when I get home the torture begins. I think I'm going back to my old method of drinking whiskey until I fall down. At least then I can grab a couple of "Z's" without going nuts and ending up on my own Freak post. Being awake when no one else was use to be a major part of my job. We would work 12 hour shifts from 7pm to 7am and then I would goto another job until it was time to go back to the first job. You don't miss sleep when your busy, its when you have no job or activity to fill that void that you really notice. People be glad that I no longer have access to an armory of weapons or else by now I would be on a large tower in the middle of Morristown waiting for last call at the bars. I feel like that guy who has been hickuping for 30 years and all he can say is "kill me!" in between.
The only good part of insomnia is the fact that the book I am writing is getting done really fast. There is no better motivation then the need to stay active just because your awake. I have to get a hobby.